Satanism, Trump, and The New Agers
I recently went down a “worm hole” on the internet — I found some David Icke videos and in that search where I forget what is happening all around me I went deeper and deeper into a strange dark world where conspiracies about satanist and the illuminati were truly the ones controlling the planet. In the plethora of stuff that is out there I found a recent podcast by Joe Rogan # 911. His guest was Alex Jones. If you are not familiar with him look him up. Jones talked about all kinds of crazy stuff from multi dimensional beings, to the satanic elite illuminati cults that molest children, to a fake landing on the moon. On and on he went ranting, but there was something at around 1 hour and 45 minutes that clicked with me. I wont go into it here but it made intuitive sense to me. It was this incessant feeling that I have always had about the evil and cruel actions of human beings on the planet, and here was Alex explaining how all this came to be. I am not saying he is right or that I even believe what he said but finally there was a reason for it all it seemed.
I have always been suspicious of all this stuff as having any real validity and how could one individual fight the satanic globalists that are enslaving us? Isn’t Satan a fictional character? If there are reptilians and inter dimensional beings how could one little 150 pound Luis do anything about it?
It left me stressed as I tried going to sleep that night. The next morning I woke up and found someone by the name of Mark Passio an ex-satanist that is claiming to be truly awake and was here to inform us about the satanic global dominion that is enslaving us. Passio is very intense, and a powerful speaker. I remember over a year ago a friend telling me about him and me just saying this is too much for me right now. It left me feeling confused and paranoid. And I didn’t want to start feeling that way again. People in my family know that I can get crazy with this stuff. I was held hostage at gun point when I was 18 and it took me a very a long time to get over the idea that there were people out there trying to get me. Therapy sort of helped, but true self inquiry about the nature of my thoughts is what undid that knot. And here I was again facing my inner demons, or better said the many memories that I have of myself and what I have been through.
I have to admit the Icke, Jones, and Passio’s conspiracies of satanist running the planet scares the hell out of me. Probably because I can’t imagine such evil and yet it explains the immense nonsensical cruelty I see in the world. As a child I was so afraid of Satan that at age of 10, after watching the movies ‘The Exorcist’ and ‘The Omen’ I was taken to a psychologist and hypnotist to cure me of my fear of being possessed by the devil himself. It was so bad that for almost a year before my first visit with the therapist I was sleeping just a couple of hours a night on the floor near the foot of my parents bed completely exhausted from the terror of demonic possession. My father insisted that I was being a sissy. My mother was a bit more understanding and took me to get some help. It was a very difficult 2 years to say the least.
So my earliest memory of starting to be treated psychologically for all my mental woes started at around 10. And if any of you know my story I spent over 3 decades in and out of therapy of all kinds for mood disorders, delusions, etc. And now I am no longer doing that. In fact I feel to be somewhat done with a lot of that stuff. But who knows?
But as I watched these people tell me how I was being enslaved and how horrible everything was I started to think of Trump, our new president. Trump embodies many of the ideologies that go against my very liberal views. And even these supposed righteous views that I thought were mine were implanted supposedly by the satanist themselves, according to Mr. Passio.
I could feel my mind wanting to get out. It felt like I was in a long dark hallway with hundreds of doors and none opened or could let me out of this mess that I had gotten myself into. All the doors were locked, and the more I heard these people speak the more I tried the next door and the next door in my mind, and on and on it went. And then I remembered something that is always available — ‘this is an imaginary problem and all I have to do is see it as that.’ It was a tool that has helped me many times when I start to obsess about anything. But Mr. Passio was saying that the new age movement was teaching us all to be passive and to not act.
According to Passio one of the new age movement’s techniques to keep us docile was about ignoring the horrors of the world and just accepting everything as it is. He said this was all part of the illuminati satanist agenda. I know some new age people and they do not seem to be ignoring the horrors of the world, in fact some are very focused on them. I don’t consider myself “new agee” but I do see a few useful things in that from time to time.
I also realize that everything I have ever learned or believed was given to me as a concept by someone, and I have no evidence to tell me who truly put it there, and what were their ultimate means on making me believe these concepts as my own. And who chooses what becomes ours? I don’t know. I am also not excluding the responsibilities of my actions, words, or thoughts here. Passio also said that this lack of responsibility of choice and selfhood was another “new ager bs” technique. I don’t have to deny other people’s truth but if these whistle blowers want me to see their views as real possibilities first they have to understand that there are people out there that are going to need a shit ton of evidence to start seeing things in a whole new way.
All this reminds me of preachers, politicians and even new age enlightenment teachers offering some ultimate solution to the world’s woes. So many people have told us time and time again that this is the real problem. But do I really want to follow this for years to find out that Passio, Jones or Icke were just trying to sell me something new? These guys are up against some real cynicism and ignorance and that seems like an enormous undertaking.
Passio, Icke and Jones remind me of a very western view that is attributed to communists, socialists, liberals, jihadists, cult leaders and many other supposed enemies of America and freedom itself — fundamentalism and dogmatism always seem to follow fear mongering. I am not saying that there is no satanic illuminati agenda, and that we should not stop reptilian satanist from hurting children. I am saying that the very things Passio claims that the satanist are doing he himself is doing with his ideologies and his approach. He does admit that he is a luciferian which is not the same thing as satanist. He says he is on the side of good and not bad. It is simple to say I am this or that, and I know the new age movement has brain washed me in this way (winky face), but I disagree with the supposed new age movement in so many ways. I disagree with most people to what anything truly is. Passio claims most of those people in the new age scene are brain washed cowards. I think he is trying to incite people to act and be courageous, but his means could use some polishing.
For me it takes great courage to not know, to lose certainty and to lose yourself and to be shown a vulnerability that destroys everything you took yourself to be. It takes an enormous amount of trust and courage to have absolutely nothing that one can hold onto when you confront this emptiness and horror in the world, and to choose love and your own version of truth seems brave.
To me the real question is does any of this do anything to target the essential problem? The proof of satanists controlling the planet does not seem to be the real problem. What does seem to be the real issue is the fact that we are being enslaved through the culture of self obsession, money, and that children are being tortured and killed. Forget the horns and go after the real issues in my opinion. If there are inter dimensional reptilians and the moon is a space ship how does the average person do something with that? How do we stop it? I hear a lot of problems but few definitive solutions other than the exposure of the immense outrageous problem. Do Icke, Jones or Passio realize how hard it is to grock all this?
Right now I have no definitive evidence of reptilian satanists controlling me, I see materialism and the fascination with ourselves destroying us more than we care to admit, and that goes along with the satanist agenda quite well. It all sounds awful and all seems doomed but what I choose to do is not turn my back on any of it. All I can do is act when I confront what I believe to be wrong and that is what any of us can do. I have always liked the quote, “Be the change you want to see in the world.” And Passio and I seem to be doing this in our own unique ways.
Everyone that I know from spiritual teachers to dictators to the satanists offer us something like freedom as if it were a real object that one gets at the end of a battle. I see only more problems with that promise. I also know that what these people were saying was at least partially true. There are children being abused and killed for sick reasons and I want to do something about that right now. This is where I start. Help us stop this. Become informed.
All I can do is follow what feels true in me and use my words, my actions in relationship with those around me, and hope that it undoes the cruelty, fear, and enslavement of us all. If any of the things that these people have said are true I commend them for their honesty and dedication to the truth. But one thing that sticks out in my mind is would they let Passio or Icke live to utter one word of this if it were true, or is that also part of the plan? It is all too strange. It can leave someone numb with so many possibilities.
In conclusion, I don’t know if the Satanist are running the planet, but maybe? I don’t know if Trump is the killer of us, or the savior of us, but all I can do is take responsibility for myself and act in a way that serves what is true in my heart. And I can honestly say that I did learn some very valuable things from all of it that have changed me and I am very grateful for it.
Thanks for being a part of this and reading this,